okay so i'm pretty fed up with this place already...

but i have one more thing to say! :)

sexiest VEGAN votes!
i always thought girls with a hearty appetite are more attractive than salad-nibbling sticks! hmm... and here they have votes for the hottest vegans? heheh! how funny!

and ugh. "sexy vegetarian men". i think they're sexier eating meat! rrrrhhh!~
barbaric, i know. but i'm no vegan, thats why. har har!

so as promised.
only one comment, so here goes.



random memory of mr daniel poon wai hoong.
back in 2003 and 2004

"hey. nah my yellow card ah.."
"are you like, going to even stayyyy for CF?"
"hmm.. yeah awhile."
"yeah like 5 minutes?"
"maybe less. thanks"
*rolls eyes*

background information:


:) there you go. happy7months to you too :)

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and for dearest dearest JOANNECHANZUOEN!

hee hee.. remember that one time i called you up?
 i think that was like waaaay back in f4?
i think. i can't really remember.. hmm.. yeah anyway.
that was kinda weird and awkward and kekok. hehahah! :D
we barely knew each other then,
but i remember the conversation up till today!

don't think i can share full details, but i asked you about kerry, and how you were with the ahem* issue there was.. and then i proceeded to ask you to sing for JY, but noooooo... you said you didn't wanna! cos you didn't have the skills. i swear, if i had all the knowledge bout yr singing NOW, and i travelled back in time to that moment, i swear i could whack you on yr head cos you are  FABULOUS singer! argh!

"hey jo, uhmm.. was thinking lar.. do you think you could serve to sing in JY?"
"oh.. wow.. hmm .. hehe"
"can laa :) you can sing what! i heard you in CW that time!"
"oh.. hmm.. but.. uhmm... haha.. i don't think i can laaa.."
"eh eh! why!! cos.. well.. the passion is there la... but i don't think i can"
"can?"
"i can't sing laa.. and i'm kinda busy and it's hard for me to go for practices also.."
"oh.. hmm... ok la then.. but i'd love for you to join lohh :)"

hahha.. you little liar you ;)

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for PETRINAAAA! :D *because you like green

i remember bumping into you in Midvalley! i was like all hungry, and looking for MPH, and you were going to a movie! then you told me you going alone, then i hairan! but you said you like going to watch movies alone.

i never had the guts. i've always wanted to try
and you did it! (close-to-home example!)
 but imma do it one day!
you *inspire* me ok! :D

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to my long-time-no-see tai kah che,

we were in camp in Melaka (2003), and we were headed to the toilets to washup! :) and we were all in out pajamas already, and then you stopped in yr tracks and retorted

"keshia, i've never seen you so girly before! don't worry, i won't tell the boys *grinnnnnnn*"

i had and still have no idea what that meant. hahaha :)

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so anywayyyy


imma close this place soon.
give it a timeframe. maybeeeeeeeeeeee....


by april the 4th, this place will no longer exist!


know why?
my readers are blind and have no fingers.
except for the very few who have eyes and fingers :)
love you all :)

i'm retalliating!!
i put damn alot of effort and then i still get silence
not fair, can!

eleh.
apa apa lah..


muahhhh!
taaaa~
;)

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*jiameei left a very confusing tag.
i don't understand :(

but i do my own tag lah :)

reply to this post and i will post a memory i had with you :)


uhm. this only applies to people i've actually MET and know/ talk to :)
okie dokes? :)

taaa~


OH YEAH. I FORGOT TO TAG.
bekah reminded me, heh...

shervin
wen ni
melanie! (haven't seen you in eons la woman!)
pui ee
bekahh!!!
sara lau

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sometimes you're just stumped with all that awe.
crippled and paralysed with dumb-foundedness.
sometimes, so majestic, you wanna save some for later.
then you forgot you saved it for later,
get busy
get tired
get sick.

and then you're found again.

*

i hate forgetting.
i hate having to be 'realised'.
i hate feeling wrong.

nobody likes to feel wrong or guilty. the cognitive dissonance can kill. so we just adjust our values and we create new ones, so that the difference is less deafening, and then you can just claim that you are hard of hearing. but at the end of the day it comes back to hit you. whether or not you asked it to. maybe it's cos yr conscience is more 'sensitive' than others'. you wonder why some people don't realise it as obviously as you can. then you generalise yourself to be found in total mistake.

juggling.

you've got to pull yourself together. you can not afford to keep messing up and keep forgetting. useless reminders on walls the open and close have no effect solely because you fail to recognise the true implications of it.

funny how we try to kid ourselves but think we're doin the right thing.
most of the time thinking we're right but in reality we're just so wrong.

losing the inhibition to sense what's right and what's not. how the way to go about it. or maybe the proper way to address it. something like the Matrix. like maybe this reality isn't totally real at all. although we may live it like it is. in all it's essence, this world is but a passing mass. we're merely practising for the greater Destination.

maybe that's why Mr E declared it "meaningless", haha. he saw it heaps, tons, and eons earlier. it is true, to most extents. but that isn't a good enough an excuse to not live like it's yr last day on this earth.

juggling.

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i've finished two jobs this year.
mmm* kinda satisfying.
i crave the tiredness sometimes.. the exhaustion keeps me... alive? i don't know what the feeling is, exactly. but i crave it.

being tired means you've been DOING something.

this was the only job with no sexual harrassment!
kind of a nice feeling actually..
to be able to be slightly more than just a thing people look at.
to be able to be in a job that requires you to do more than smile.
to be able to be in a job that requires you to use your brain.

downside?
to bad i fell sick on the 2nd day and lost RM100 due to that -_-
and the ugliest uniform (<---yea those are the colours!) i have ever worn! (not that i've worn many kinds, but still)
oh i went for this free med checkup that was provided next to our company's booth. it says quite specifically your BMI, body fat, BP, and heart thingy thingy.
so far... i'm perfectly healthy.

but there is one thing that kinda contradicted..
my body fat percentage is 29.5%  (that's borderlining high! 30% is high.)
but my body fat ratio is 3 (thats normal-low).

what's that supposed to mean? -_-

oh and then there was this dietician there that i went to (just for fun) who scolded me for not drinking water, eating fruits, sleeping enough, not exercising (almost at all), eating too much processed foods and skipping meals.

hah.
i'm sorry :(

i want another event job.
apparently i can earn more because i'm tall.
stillettos here i come!

i've decided.
i'm going to own a toy poodle when i'm settled down, have my own house and married. and i'm going to name it butters :) hee hee! you heard of south park? :)

oh and!
*sings*
*...i have decided... to follow Jesus... i have decided... to follow Jesus...*
yes i know i have been for a long time, but i still like the song :)

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hee hee hee hahahaha!
i like borat. he's so funny :)

gracelauderwen tagged me!
i was hoping for a tag.. but noone's been doin tags so i was almost unshamelessly invent/ make up a tag myself and do it. haha :) but now no need d!

six weird things about me :)

numbah ONE!
i have to wash my feet before sleeping. even if their clean. even if i just stepped out of a shower like an hour ago. even if i was wearing socks. even if i was wearing bedroom slippers ALL over the house. i HAVE to wash my feet before touching the bed. HAVE to.
pitty husband next time...
"have you washed yr feet yet!?? no?? go wash! noo! get out of bed!!"
 *thump!*
"go go!"


numbah TWO!
i grind my teeth all the time. i love to!
especially to drum beats.
in the car. in the mall. in the kitchen. when i have a song in my head.
but my teeth are still intact, hmm :)


numbah THREE!
i have this habit of collecting lip balm. in fruity flavour or not.
i liiiiike :)

numbah FOUR!
psssssssssssst*
i have a secret desire to microwave lizards.
don't laugh.
i really wanna try one day!

numbah FIVE!
the toe on my right foot.... is... not functioning. it's kinda dead.
i'm serious. it can't move. when i scrunch my toes, it scrunches along with the other toes because the ligaments are still attached. other than that.. it's kinda immobile and has not much... well.. feeling. heh.

numbah SIX!
i still secretly believe that humans can have superpowers. or at least *i* have them.
no i'm not trying to be cute. i really do.
i'd like to think i'm psychic but noone believes me :(
no i'm not trying to be cute -_-



ehhhh... all this are secret ok.
don't go publicise!


i tag:
chenjiameei
chinhuiying
petrina(omg i don't know yr surname!O_O)
joannechanzuoen!
stefenietanpeikyi

hee hee taaa~

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i finally quit my job :)
*beams with satisfaction*

i also just collected my pay check
*flashes cheeky grin*

i also finished my exams
*smiles*

i have a job this weekend that's going to pay me RM 290
*grins like a crazy woman*

my boy's comin home soon!
*jumps up and down*




liverpool are through to the quarter finals!
come on you scouse bastards!



we're happy, so happy :)

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"I'm a master at factoring polynomials."

"Lets get linear and differentiate"

"It's not the size of the vector, it's how you apply the forces"

"You've got the curves, I've got the angles."

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yeh yeh yehhhhh
ahhuhhh*
mmmhmmm*
:)


go shorrrrrrrrrrrtie it's yr birthdayyyyy, we're gonna party loike it's yr birthdayy!
woot!

exam over!

*dance dance wiggle backside*
yeh yeh! bring on the cash and imma go shopppiinnnnggg!
come wit meeeee :D :D :D !

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whaaaaaaaaat the flyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeef!

from pop punk to bubble gum pop! avril's a sell out!

 

 

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